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Name: Krislyn
Country: Philippines
Birthday: 11/27/1982
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11/26/2004
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| So this has been the 3rd night that I've been... wasting tissue paper not on colds.
I know I should be sleeping, it's already Monday but I guess I'm still on holding to whatever I can of this "weekend" before another full work week.
And here I am again in xanga avoiding people. Funny that I avoid twitter or LJ where I post usually when I can lock them & this is all open.
So many things have happened... the past few days, weeks, months, that have most notably affected me. Happy memories are easily counted...mostly Saturdays, fangirling stuff but not-so-happy memories, they just keep piling up. Permanent changes, lives lost, broken ties, problems remain unsolved. And the burden even adds up when the people you expect to care for and understand you are those that hurt you, even how unintentional it was. Thoughtlessness or plain stupidity out of spite is not an excuse. When actions are done and words are spoken, they hit and they can never be taken back easily.
I dunno what to do anymore. Tomorrow, er later, I work again with people that annoy the hell out of me. Most of the stuff that I do, I do like & have gotten used to it but doesn't mean I approve of how I got to learn to do it. I'm still not comfortable in the company and the reason that I am still there is 1) I need work, I need money 2) It's a world-wide known company 3) I'm connected to the net all day without any restrictions, just don't get caught 4) it's normal dayshift and 5) I like the fact that our account is Asia-Pacific.
Haaay.....
And I haven't even started talking about that one thing that has been occupying my mind for nearly a week now. Literally spacing out and getting all depressed as per observation of the people around me. It's just so frustrating and heart-breaking that the more I long for it, the more it gets farther to reach. I guess fulfilling my dreams is not suited to someone like me. Aaaah, that just sounds so downright negative but I couldn't delete it either. I've just been tired with everything. Physically, emotionally, mentally. I can make it now a goal to have to prove otherwise. I really wish I can.
Bottomline, if I can just have one wish, one extremely selfish request, it'd be this...kore. Tatta hitotsu no negai... | | |
| It's been a while again since I last updated (blame work, cafeworld & work, ugh). Since the last few posts were spazzes about Buzzer Beat, I think I'm in the spazzing phase again LOL might as well post XD
So this year started with Boys Over Flowers.. then Spring, I wasn't that addicted (so many RL stuff going on but BOSS was my fave drama then ^^) BB last Summer. So for the last quarter, it's...
credit: asami15@LJ
You're Beautiful. Basically, it's about a girl who had to take her twin brother's place in an idol band. So she had to pretend to be a boy. I know, I know.. the drama is like a fusion of all past ideas already, but still... HAHA
I know 4 episodes is still short (for a Korean drama) to conclude it's good but looking at how I enjoyed watching & looking forward to Ep 5 tomorrow, you can say I'm hooked haha
Was tweet-spamming with Camz & I agree that Taekyung's like Chiaki-senpai...so OC & arrogant...but deep down he cares for Minam (or Minyu). Shinwoo is just so nice & sweet...and Jeremy's so funny! (He's Nakatsu meanwhile XD) Love his facial expressions then there's Shinwoo's guitar playing & rapping and Taekyung's voice! waaaa~ hahaha I'm an A.N.Jell fan XDD Of course, Minam's good too! She/He's charming. Ok, I like you again Park Shin Hye hahaha (I'm forgetting the DK CM)
Not to mention I seriously follow GLEE too (Thank God I don't need subs for it haha) from the US and Merlin from BBC =) Don't get me started on Jdramas...So far I've only seen My Girl (I cried! it's so sweet!) & Tokyo Dogs (raw). Just downloaded Samurai High School & Ohitorisama...downloading Shojoko Seira...what else??!? Kamisama, please give me more time! XD | | |
| If anything can just go wrong earlier, everything did.
It was sad, I felt so cold, stressed & depressed.
The only good thing I can think about aside from listening to NEWS while working was the salmon nigiri for dinner......
*SIGH*
When will this end? T__T | | |
| I know I should be sleeping, I already posted in LJ hours ago, but I still need to write.
I also know I'd most probably regret this tomorrow...
NAAAAAH...
IT WAS ALL WORTH IT XDDDDDD
FREAKIN' LATEST EPISODE OF BUZZER BEAT -- EPISODE 7
Although screencaps can never do justice to that....should be this one! XDDD
I was right in working hard earlier in the office, I won't be able to work tomorrow! er later...
How in the world will I get through my assessment tomorrow? I haven't even written down my so-called achievements to be discussed. Freakin' PBC... I even forgot what it stands for!
Dammit, why is Kitagawa Keiko such a lucky girl?? hahaha
I'll take over your place in my dreams XD | | |
| I dunno... but somehow, I'm kinda feeling a bit depressed right now. It's sudden & weird. Maybe because I've been catching up on SMILE? Because ironic to the title, that show is just heavy... If not for Jun & Shun, I wouldn't have the drive to finish it. Maaaa & then I am hungry right now.
I just had another inkling to write that's why I'm here. Problem with me is whenever I have the urge to write & when I actually do, I suddenly dunno what to write about anymore.
Yesterday was actually my 1st time to stay at home the whole day since May if I'm not mistaken. May was when I left my former job. Several things happened since quarter 2 of this year which led to that & many other things. That's RL-wise & even fandom-wise. I wanted to forget about it but I guess since the wound has been deep, it won't heal anytime soon & I defnitely couldn't get back what was lost.
Aahh drama... I guess I should just stick to Buzzer Beat for now :p or maybe comedies? BOSS was really good btw. It's been one of my faves last season. I finally finished it yesterday :) I'm expecting a season 2 or at least a SP. But it'd better be another season. XD
It's another work week ahead, let's all do our best! (even though I'm dreading auditing those invoices again XDDD)
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